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As you can tell from the title of this post I am losing my creative mojo lol. I hope to get it back soon…my hands want to create but my brain has no idea WHAT to create LOL! I have been obsessed with...

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cleaning and organizing

Man oh man does my apartment need to be scrubbed down and cleaned. When I am depressed or stressed cleaning is the last thing I worry about but when I am finally in the right head space I find myself...

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Feeling blessed

So this post is a day late but I was so tired when I got home that I didn’t have the time to post it. Can I just tell you how blessed and honored I feel? I have so many amazing people in my life…people...

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how is it almost Monday already??

Seriously – where in the world does the time go?? So today I hunkered down and cleaned a SHIT ton today. I went out with MM only to go to the store to get new sponges, cleaning supplies and a few other...

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and the beat goes on

First I just want to say that my heart goes out to all those in Boston affected by this terrible travesty. I have friends in Boston that are thankfully home safe and sound – prayers and thoughts going...

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like Alice…down the rabbit hole I go

I knew it was coming – I knew it and I could feel it but that didn’t stop it from happening. I crashed and I crashed hard. Poor E had to help me breathe through my mini panic attack, help me through...

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a day late but not forgotten…

There’s magic in the unknown Sometimes we’re out of ideas. We think and think but nothing comes. We don’t know what’s next. It feels like we’re at a dead end. But we’re not. That void, that dreaded...

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Emotions

Last night’s meditation was incredible for me to read. I am sorry I didn’t post it last night but I am so exhausted that I didn’t have a chance to do anything except sleep lol! Release old emotions Our...

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reality check

Loving yourself will make it better Are you feeling powerless? Have circumstances taken a turn you don’t like? Do you feel there’s nothing you can do to make today better? One power that’s always...

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awakening…at least maybe that is what this is.

Trust what you know As you grow, as you evolve, as you continue on this journey, you’ll discover many special abilities, gifts, and powers. One is an increased sense of knowingness. We will begin to...

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I’m back

It’s been weeks and weeks since I have posted last and I have to apologize for just halting all my posts. Things at work have been…crazy to say the least. One of the (many) problems that I have is: I...

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and so the weekend comes to an end

I have spent most of my weekend relaxing and watching Dexter – a friend recommended that I check the show out and of course they were totally right and I am now addicted. Only 7 seasons behind...

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like a shooting star

I just got back from an extremely emotional trip. My uncle K passed away on January 6th. He was this free thinking incredible spirit and he just dropped dead. It was unexpected and shook me to my core....

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Bracing myself for change

I had a session with M today – as much as I know that she is going to push me, as much as I am going to miss E, I am looking forward to the next chapter in my recovery. I talked a little about my...

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I know it’s worth the fight

I have Grace Potter ‘Can’t See Through” lyrics running through my head. Sometimes when lyrics get stuck in my head I hate it – I can’t figure out how or why they are there. I think these lyrics are...

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new piece of artwork

So I have been gearing up for my last session with E (which is July 15th) and we talk so much about my creative endeavors that I wanted to create something for her. In true “me” fashion I must have...

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ch-ch-ch-changes

Clear the path to your heart I watched Old Faithful from my window. The geyser gurgles and spewed a low layer of steam. Then true to its name, Old Faithful erupted and sprayed thousands of gallons of...

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The end isn’t always the end…

Tomorrow is the big day – my LAST official session with E. I, for the first time in my life, completed a task that was super important to me for someone else. I finished E’s painting, matted and framed...

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Fighting through the pain

The lessons are love Lessons of love, that’s what they are. We usually don’t know what the lesson is while we’re learning it. Maybe we’re not supposed to. Besides, if we knew it, really knew it, we...

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a photo to reflect on

It has been a long time since I have posted. I have lots to say and finding less and less time to say it all. I plan on making time to keep this site updated even if it is just a few sentences. I owe...

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