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Fighting through the pain

The lessons are love Lessons of love, that’s what they are. We usually don’t know what the lesson is while we’re learning it. Maybe we’re not supposed to. Besides, if we knew it, really knew it, we...

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a photo to reflect on

It has been a long time since I have posted. I have lots to say and finding less and less time to say it all. I plan on making time to keep this site updated even if it is just a few sentences. I owe...

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cue the full blown anxiety…

I have a date tomorrow night with a guy I met on OKCupid. I am freaking out. My last experience was my friend C trying to hook me up with the guy she is seeings friend D…She texted D a picture of me...

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with every high comes a low

I should have known spending more than 15 minutes alone in that house was going to be too much for me. With my sister on her honeymoon I am dog-sitting at her house, the house I grew up in, the house...

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Tears, fears and abandonment

I tried to email E this week…we had an agreement that I could email her and she might not respond. I was and AM fully okay with that plan. We agreed on it in my very last session with her because she...

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trying to find some new footing

So since my post last night I have worked out on my bike, went grocery shopping and have started making something for a late lunch. A walk in the brisk air also helped…I’m trying to clear my mind. Find...

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learning to find my balance…

So after several consecutive days on the bike I took today off…my knees were starting to bother me and I know I need to listen when my body is telling me I am pushing myself too hard. I burn approx...

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Day off…

For one of the first times in my life I CHOSE to have some time off from work – a 4 day weekend! I don’t do this often and I am still working hard at not feeling guilty about it but it needed to be...

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Facing demons…and it’s not even Halloween.

(my life has been so hectic I have been trying to get this post done since MONDAY lol) So Saturday was one of my oldest friends wedding. I love H, she and I have been friends since high school and even...

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rough session…rough day

MB and I had out weekly session today and for some reason it was a rough one. I think the more we dig the more shit we dig up the the harder it is to face. I am working so hard every single day and...

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